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Scimitar
Salaam bro it's great to see what you've been up to with this youtube channel! Very educative and positive, seems you changed the way you look at certain things too.
The irony of my sins.. if only it was a laughing matter. I have few vices (may Allah correct me if I am wrong) but I get tempted to apostate which is the worst of them all. I guess Shaytan fears some real problems from me converting. That is inspiring, Alhamdoelilah.
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DyingLight
Salam Alaikum Taliblim
I dont know what to say bro.I am thinking but I dont know how to explain it.I mean,Its been getting worst since 6 years.Logically I should agree with you and the others in this post that it is a test and I should be patient but I am just so lonely and depressed I just pfff,I hope I go through this..
The more you suffer bro, the more you get rewarded. You say you can't practice Islam properly right now, Allah says that with suffering He takes away our sins.
I suffer a lot too, mainly because of physical illness that already almost killed me twice. But I know that even the prick of a thorn is a payment for the sins of the believer, and because I have had serious sins it is to be expected that I suffer too. But Allah says there is two forms of fear and suffering, one is in this life for Allah and is rewarded with Paradise, and one is in the other life without Allah and without a reward. So stay strong.
Know that what you are going through compensates for the things you might lack in faith, our Lord is most Merciful.
I saw your PB, if I can I will answer it Insha'Allah.
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I can't PB yet, I will try to become a full member soon Insha'Allah.