Originally Posted by Nikki1234
Its ok sis we just want the best for you.
Ofcorse its going to hurt, it will feel like the pains not going to get better and your life wont get better but worse if hes not apart of it, but then you hate him for what hes done to you, but then you still "love" him and you feel like a bundle of mess because not even you know how you feel lol girl trust me i know alot of us know the feeling lol BUT believe me the pain will go, it will get better without him there, it will be better without him, you may feel lonely (you have us now lol so no excuses [emoji41][emoji39]) BUT it will go and you will move on and when you look back you will laugh at yourself that you spent so much time mopping over this situation, TRUST ME.
so right now all you need to do is focus on YOURSELF and your relationship with Allah, like you are already doing mashAllah, so if your not praying start, if you don't know how to then learn, just get back your love for Allah & islam the pain will go quicker than you think sis, take from this experience, strength, by accepting you made a mistake, that you made the wrong choice, learn from it by understanding where YOU went wrong so that you don't go through it again,
Ok so just to put it into perspective im also a revert so i understand being new is a extremely rough time with the whole transition to a muslimah from non-muslim life especially when that brand new emaan feeling starts to wear off and shaytan starts breathing down your neck like no-ones bidness lol
Your not alone at all, you can message here with anything you need help with & advice or just someone to talk to and i will help you in sha Allah and so will everyone else in sha Allah, Don't be shy and don't be a stranger either [emoji4]
As for private messaging you have to make more posts (i forgot how many sorry lol ) then you can pm if you need any help or advice n feel too shy or embarrassed to post here for everyone
Hope you feel better soon sis in sha Allah