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*charisma*
Walaikum Assalaam
Have you tried: Settings>Edit Profile>Edit username
Anyways, I've changed it for you :).
I want you to remember this, engrave it your head: Allah abandons no one. Even the disbelievers have their du'as answered sometimes. But the longer that your du'a takes to get answered and the patience that you show is what is increasing your deeds. On the day of judgement when we see what our patience has granted us, we will wish that we could go back and endure our trials even longer. Bear in mind that our trials are only to raise us in status.
I want you to also know that you're not alone with your struggles in practicing Islam. I recommend reading
this book . Even if you just read about a few of the people there, it might help make you understand how close you are to what those before us went through, and if they can overcome it and be granted paradise, then there's no reason why you can't.
I tried but it says wait 3 or 6 months.Thank you for changing it,hope it didnt take much effort.
Thanks for book,i saw there were some pages about the prophet saws as a husband etc.I will read some of it.I was looking for smth like this to teach me to behave properly.
Yes now i know after the sign.But before couldnt think clearly,i was practising normally but then i had to come back where I had to keep it a secret again,and my faith was weak,so seeing everyone around me having wealth and success,and even smn making shirk and having a great life while i couldnt even pray,made me think i was worst then all of them,and it made me suicidal,made me do sin upon sin to combat that,and shaytan would tell me look you are even sinning now,until it made me loose all hope.
But Allah has changed me completely in every aspect since last year,despite having periods of emotional breakdown,and this sign was the seal of all of it.See now i just got another breakthrough,am gonna go pray dhour while they busy.