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Nájlá
Brother, please watch this video on how to pray. One of the best videos I have watched. It is long but worth it if you want to pray the way the prophet Muhammad ﷺ prayed.
https://youtu.be/HiIq4AiQEJI
I don't understand what you are trying to say. Are you asking for something that's related to shirk? We shouldn't be asking for sinning. I really don't understand your question.
Are you able to hear the athan from your nearby masjid?
The hadith applies to the one who hears the Athan especially those in muslim countries. There is another Hadith where our beloved prophet Muhammad ﷺ said that the earth is a place of worship whenever as long as it does not contain anything dirty.
What i'm trying to tell you is, start with the basics, start slowly then start to perfect your prayer. Do that for now. It is all in the intentions at the end of the day. Allah knows your struggle if you work harder your prayer could be better than the one who goes to the masjid because of your struggles.
What I was trying to tell you is that, before I was so bad obsessed and frustrated that I completely forgot that it is disbelief to pray for reversal of time just because. I wished for new divine laws and legislations in which I can easily adopt and follow them without any difficulties, now I have stopped praying for that, and now it has appeared a question which really worries me:
1) Does a Muslim commits a sin even when he prays for something which is sinful to have or to happen? Or, the supplication won't be brought to account even though it is sinful?
Because, someone told me that what I do is disbelief, and my Muslim father told me that I can pray to God anything I want, and that he also told me not to let my brain tricks on me. When I heard his statement, I got really confused what to believe.
Is also going to gymnastic and feel little pain, is also a kind of struggle which I might get rewarded? Because, in my GYM where I go it contains musical instruments, but I don't pay attention to it, I only mind my own business. I tried to tell my Christian mom: "but mom, don't you think that maybe God has Decreed To Prohibit us music just To test our patience?" and she told me that this is bullshit. This really hurts me because I'm not listened at all, I was trying to convince her that it is haram, but I failed in it. It is also useless for me to ask her to take me to a GYM that has no music inside it, but that one is far, and she found this one near my old elementary school, so if I tell her than, she would definitely reject it, so it's like I'm forced into a sin...
It is also a struggle and a trial to learn to accept this life as it is? If yes then, will I get rewarded in Hereafter for trying to learn to accept it?