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Studentofdeed
I still pray 5 times a day but I feel like a hypocrite. I listen to islamic lectures but gotten very angry these days. I have secluded myself from the world and no longer even go to the mosque. It feels as if it has been years since I've gone and I miss the mosque but everytime I go people make fun of me or use me. I have deleted most of my contacts.
Assalam o Alaikum rahamutullahi wa barkuthu.
Do you know what is the character of a hypocrite?
It was narrated from ‘Abdullah ibn ‘Amr (may Allah be pleased with him) that the Prophet (blessings and peace of Allah be upon him) said: “There are four characteristics, whoever has them all is a pure hypocrite, and whoever has one of them has one of the characteristics of hypocrisy, until he gives it up: when he is entrusted with something he betrays that trust, when he speaks he lies, when he makes a covenant he breaks it, and when he disputes he resorts to obscene speech.”
Narrated by al-Bukhaari (54) and Muslim (58).
A hypcorite is someone who pretends to be Muslim from outside, but his heart does not accept Islam. Please stop thinking negatively.
Listen to me carefully, all you need is put 100% hope 100% faith 100% trust in Allah through your heart.
Love Him more than His whole creation.
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Studentofdeed
A person who is a good muslim but at times I feel like he uses me and doesnt make much of an effort to stay in my life. He called me only to ask for money. He is a good guy and Muslim but as a friend, not very good as he always takes me for granted and thinks I'm rich without realizing I'm a college student who is struggling. Alhamdullah I'm blessed but most of my support comes from my mother while this guy gets his support from both his parents.
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Did you try to tell him about that yet? Tell him with what you said.
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Studentofdeed
try to give dawah about Islam to my friends but at times I started one of my bad habits again due to depression and anxiety. It's not drugs, zina, or alcohol. But it's bad and I feel horrible. I'm trying to stop but when I feel lonely and depressed, I just want to forget the feelings. Everyone says a bad Muslim and the fact that everyone treats me like horrible clearly means Allah wants me humiliated
Again please don't think of Allah negatively again again and again. Simple step is put trust in Him. I suggested you previously to read 99 beauitful names of Allah daily. There are some good islamic apps like Islam 360 which has 99 names of Allah.
Read Quran more. Think about the split of two seas. Allah splited it to make it easy for Prophet musa peace be upon him and his followers and protected them from the worst kafir Pharoh and his followers by drowning them.
All you need is put trust and hope in Him. it is simple. You are being attacked by shaytan again and again.
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Studentofdeed
How can I keep praying 5 times a day or reading Quran when I'm acting like a hypocrite?
Your intention should be to please Allah not anyone. a hypcorite always show off their deeds.
You should ask Allah to protect you from fitnah, and hypcriospy. It is not that hard.
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Studentofdeed
I love my family but at times my sister irritates me. She isnt religious and at times keeps making fun of islam and singing about Christmas to the point when I got angry and shouted at her. My father called me names. I apologized to my sister but I feel horrible.
if ur sister is Christian, share this video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QEtmSLjgbOU
Tell her some questions. Did Prophet isa peace be upon him and his early true followers, his disciples even celebrated Christmas? Is it even mentioned in Bible? (bible is still corrupted though)
Tell her when was he born? Tell her to share some proof. (The date of Prophet isa peace be upon him's birth is unknown, just as birth of Prophet peace be upon him is unknown too aswell)
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Studentofdeed
I'm trying to stop but when I feel lonely and depressed,
Take Allah as your friend. Your intention is to please Him not anyone. There is a dua for protection from shirk and riyaa
"O Allah, I seek Your refuge with You from assoicating anything with You knowingly, and I seek forgivness for that which I do unknowningly." This is mentioned in a hadith. i cannot find it in my hadith collection app but this link should help
https://hadithanswers.com/dua-for-pr...on-from-shirk/
One thing. share this Quran verse to the people who claims to be Muslims. A muslim has no right to reject Quran verse. even a word!
{O you who have believed, let not a people ridicule [another] people; perhaps they may be better than them}[Quran 49:11] Adh-Dhahhaak
Since they claim to be Muslims. they can't reject this verse. becuase its Quran, the word of their Lord!!!!!!!
This is my opinion. Please ask Allah to guide you.
I suggest one thing, leave everything to Allah alone. Everything belongs to Him. He has power over them. Nothing happens without His will. Please be patient. Ask Him to grant you sabr, and heal you. Since you mentioned to us about your mental health previously (No offence), try to take rest in your home and listen to Quran for its calming effect which will help you in sha Allah.
Allah knows best
JazakAllah khair