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anonymous
Salam. Not physically. But emotionally I harmed everyone around me.
the fact that you feel remorse is a good thing, alhamdulillah, look forward, think positive, see if there is a way of apologising, you need closure on this so you can move on.
better yourself, improve yourself, maybe look at why you did what you did and try to prevent the same from happening again in sha Allah.
your situation could have been a lot worse....
emotional harm can be overcome, just takes time, slowly you can rebuild trust with those you have harmed, in sha Allah...
ive been there myself where i feel im no good for people, because i upset them.... that feeling is only like 1% of the time. otherwise im ok because I know i am a better person than sometimes I make myself to be when im feeling low in morale and spirit. We need people and people need us. isolation and confinement is not healthy, the mind plays tricks on you along with all that was was and whispering and unnaccessary speculation, yuck! stay focused, stay positive, remember your good days, remember Allah swt. if you want why dont you read my story, the one which i have documented from pre 2016, look where I am now? i am still on a journey striving for my daughter, its impossible, yet i wake up everyday and im thankful that i did wake... Subhan Allah.