Greetings and peace be with you fay; and welcome to the forum;
I've been suicidal lately
I am so sorry to hear about your pain; but suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem. The terrible dilemna you face is; you want the pain to stop; but you don't know how to stop the pain. You don't really want to die; but you are not sure of any other solution. But the truth is; suicide does not stop the pain; it passes it onto a hundred more people; who then carry your pain for you.
why doesn't Allah have mercy on us?
The first name of Allah's 99 names.
1 الرَّحْمَنُ Ar-Rahman The Beneficent He who wills goodness and mercy for all His creatures. (
Including You.)
Are you able to say anything more about the things that trouble you; I am sure the sisters and brothers here will have words of comfort and encouragement for you.
May Allah bless you and ease your pain as you journey through life.
Eric