Yeah, im living at home with my mum and her partner. Although she knows I’ve converted, she won’t allow me to do anything islamic.. and jumps at any opportunity to insult islam and muslims.. which makes it real hard to keep my cool around her when shes like this..
How can you wear you hijab?
welll thats very hard to do, at home.. because i live with non mahrams.. i try to wear hoodies as much as possible lol or beanies.. when i go out i get dressed in my abaya and hijab in the garage n leave so no one can see me..
How can you complete your prayers?
in my room :) but i do it very quickly and i only do whats fardh. If i do miss a prayer, i make it up when everyone is sleeping.
How do you avoid haraam food?
this is what i find the hardest.. sometimes i dont eat at all at home.. my mum cooks pork deliberately.. just to annoy me.. or to get me out of this "phase"
and sometimes she will put wine or somethin in my food n not tell me about it.. so i try to make my own food
Islam says about such a position, one should move to a place where one can practise islam freely. Islam should not be a burden on them. So they should practise what they can. If something is not possible and they find themselves failing in an area, we trust that Allah understands insha Allah.
hope that made sense lol