so many times im asked if i fear death - love life, treasure wealth and lust after a wife. and i stress im not a liar, neither a hasanat multipliar or a buyer of fake propaganda and slander aimed at our brothers but i'll tell you right here and now, that fear is a part of me, love is natural, wealth is loose and lust is the enemy of my jihaad along with the other million shayateen. im not ready and maybe i never will be ready, just yestaday was dependant on daddy, but im gettin sick of the baddies appearing on TV filled with lies announcing new tradgedies. so with this deep fear for death, love for life, with this immature emaan will i sympathise with my nafs? and allow my demise to be that of a loser destined to be sacrificed as a pawn waiting to embark upon a journey to hell? na, whilst i see ma sisters raped and brothers caged and, mothers bereaved with fathers heaved into death i must say that, with my love for life and my fear for death, i will face those bullets and i'll even stare at those fingers that pull it, with my love for life and my fear for death i will take my shaking hands and pull triggers to pile up enemies of islam in tripple figures, and with my love for life and my hate for death i will not retreat, from the heat of the battle no matter how many elites im faced against.
ya Allah guide me, this love for life and fear for death cant misguide me, be the cause to abide me in hell, we all been given a choice either face our fears because they will always be there, or be in tears in jahannam...
im sayin brothers and sisters.... think about it... can we let our fears stop us from helpin our brothers and sisters..