my soul

the soul that i have is heavy and burdened
the soul that i have is hurtful and beaten
the soul that i have will it ever change
will it ever react and feel the shame
will it ever be sorry for all that it did
will it ever not worry about what lies ahead

But stop what this ahead of me
and why is it casing after me
its calling me back
oh no its got hold of me

but wait a minute whats this
its healing my soul from the things that i once did
it clearing the burden and worries away
its protecting my soul from what lied it astray
i am feeling the love return to my heart and the the stomach
curdling pain that tore it apart

So what was this thing that has in braced my life
and now i feel easy and can go on with my life
it was my Eemaan i had gone and lift it alone
i put it away on a shelf and forgot all about it
and now i can see that i cant live with out it
so it cased after me when i needed most
see when your Eemaan is lost your soul is to
you just don't know what to do but now that its back i will pray
that its stays by my side for the rest of my days
until we all return to our lord and the start of judgment day