So I am 15 years old and I have been having these shirk thoughts for a year now. Well that’s what I suppose I have. I have been getting thoughts that are suggesting that I don’t believe, for example I have thoughts that say “well you don’t believe in Allah anyway” or “I’m an atheist now”. These thoughts make me angry as I am trying my best to keep on saying that I am a Muslim and a believe in allah but when I say it it’s like I don’t mean it and the thoughts feel like I am saying that I am an atheist but I have no doubts about Islam not even one and it’s starting to get on my nerves and I used to read namaz and I am planning to start again for the month of Ramadan. I read my jummah every Friday and read quraan to. Whenever there is any talk about Islam or any thought about Islam my thoughts quickly turn into negative ones about Islam. I always read my bismillah before drinking or eating and say la illaha illalalah muhamadurasoolalah sometimes throughput my day. Please let me know if this is waswas and why am I getting this feeling like I don’t believe or don’t care because I used to get panic attacks when I got these thoughts now it is if I don’t care please help me and tell me what is wrong because I don’t want to fall into shirk