Unable to practice Islam anywhere

Wa alaikum musalam wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh

It sounds like you're a new Muslim, right? If so, Alhamdulilah. Welcome to the family!

Allah does not intend hardship. He will provide you with a way if you are sincere.

First problem is water: if you've tried all you can to get water, what makes you say you can't do Tayyamum? You can do it on any earthen surface. The only requirements are that you make an intention (know in your heart what you are doing), wipe your hands on some earthen surface, the wipe your fade, right arm past the elbow and then left arm past your elbow.

Please ask if you have any further questions

May Allah be with you, help you find a way, and forgive you while you're struggling through this difficulty.

format_quote Originally Posted by Desert

As salamu alaikum

Here I go again...

I have no place to perform salah I cannot do salah secretly in my heart
I cannot fast anywhere I am told not to use water for wudu
And no way to do taymmum

I'm just trying to say kalimah to get going...

Is there a trick to this..???

I live in a house alhamdulillah I have food and clothes
And a house I can stay in...
Other than that I would have no home if my mother didn't keep me..

I have no way!

I'm a orphan I don't have much even though seemingly I have slot...

Thank you for any similar situation and advice...

First and foremost, it is important you do your best to practice what you can. You also need to make it a goal to figure out how to move out on your own and support yourself. You shouldn't just settle for your current situation.

Click on the following link to read up on the permissible ways to practice Islam in secret:
https://islamqa.info/en/answers/100627/if-she-is-afraid-that-it-will-be-found-out-that-she-has-become-muslim-how-should-she-pray

No use no no no no one can fix me

I might as well listen to Nicki minaj

Please don't give up hope. Allah will provide a way if you're sincere, but you have to lose the negative attitude like that.