I Didn't Feel Anything When I do The Dhikr

I'm currently suffering from extreme was was, or psychologically they called it as OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), I've made a thread about it before on how do I deal with this problem, and some brothers were kindly enough to give me satisfying answers which actually helped me. Then Covid-19 happened in March, ever since the lockdown I'm slowly being pulled back to my bad habit, mostly I watched things that I shouldn't watch (you know it), and then the was was began to haunt my thoughts again and I'm still now suffering because of it. I've tried to do the dhikr but I feel like it didn't work, Instead it makes things worse the more I fight it, moreover I've reached the point where it becomes very hard for me to feel spiritual even though I never miss the salah. I know Allah is close to me and always watches me.