I stopped doing dua

format_quote Originally Posted by Ümit

OK...let us work this out a little...
We all know that Soldier did not earn Credits for writing such a post...
You cannot tell me in all honousty that she earned blessings by insulting Allah, can you?
So a very big chance she earned sins for that...how much, only Allah knows...
And we also know...the smallest of punishments in thehereafter is much more severe than all your sufferings in this life...
So, it is pretty safe to conclude that she DİD earn more azaab then she suffered so far.
Besides...i was not playing judge here...İ was only trying to remind her what terrible things she wrote...she should realize that what she thinks about Allah is not something small...they are very serious accusations...you also should make her aware of that instead of arguing with me what İ can and cannot say.

And you're doing it again!!! One more time: Who has given you permission to decide who's getting azaab in Hereafter? Did Gibril a.s. himself come to you and said: you're a judge for Akhirah?
Not even angels writers have that right, not even angel Malik has that right, but you, someone from Earth, a human being decided to judge and put people in Jahannam....

format_quote Originally Posted by SoldierAmatUllah

@ Umit

You need to get to know Duhayma fitan & me more deep

ALLAH is my God too.I have been sacrificing my life for Him all these years out of love& respect & He's been kind to give me big big glad tidings of relief & beautiful hereafter in Firdaws

What I'm going through is times of insanity & getting back-Im excused bcz of mental& physical torture.Expand your ilm& mannerism on the forums.

Moderate tone doesn't mean disrespectful towards ALLAH,a tone that says "ALLAH is Rahman,ALLAH won't punish, He loves you& you love Him too"

I have not been disrespectful towards ALLAH Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala in here much the way you described me.BTW,I committed suicide 8 times to have been saved from any types of kufr- that Duhayma brings in with but Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala gift me life& taste of keeping hope.

Because of such tortures people are excused.

Well I'm 33 yrs old& have been practicing Deen since teens & struggling for relief for peace.



Bro @Labayk.

My situation cannot be fully understood unless you have experienced that khashya azmaa & fears of Allah & hellfire for 18 years.

I agree that no one can understand, except those who went through a lot. Sister, in order to prevent more frustrations, ignore lessons given by people who don't understand you. Let's, chat... way better, trust me.

@SoldierAmatUllah


I accept that of course I cannot understand fully what you have been/are going through as I have not gone through the same myself, but I would still like to help.

I kept up with five times prAyers I read Quran everyday 2 pages do zikr & other stuff after fajr.Self Ruqya water etc.The more I do the more it manifests it's not sihr& I see that same symptoms of fears.

Al-Hamdullilah this is all very good, but keeping it up can be the challenge. How long were you able to consistently keep this up? Also, depending on the severity of the illness, then even this might not be enough. You said that it got worse when you did this. Did you then stop or push through and continue? For how long? A little bit of Ruqyah aggravates the shaitan who then tries to make things worse. It's through perseverance and holding on to that hot coal that one can get the relief they need.

Honestly, a solid bare minimum is at least a Juz a day for Ruqyah to have a proper effect.

Abdullah ibn Amr reported: The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “Read the Quran once in every month.” I said, “I have strength to do more.” The Prophet said, “Then read it in twenty nights.” I said, “I have strength to do more.” The Prophet said, “Then read it in seven nights, and do not do more than that.” (Bukhari & Muslim)

A Juz a day keeps the shaitan away.

The Shaykh Muhammed Tim Humble gave a good program which he set as the bare minimum for Ruqyah: https://muhammadtim.com/programme

I am sure that whoever were to consistently stick to that program, would receive Shifaa from Allah inshaAllah.

If you don't think that it is sihr, then no problem, Ruqyah is not only for sihr. The Quran is a cure for all diseases and can be applied universally, not just for sihr. Remember the story of the Sahabi who cured a man from a scorpion sting with just surah al-Fatihah? Even if what you have has absolutely nothing to do with Jinn or Shayateen, then the Quran is still Shifa'. The Quran heals a person from diseases of the heart and mind that they didn't even know they had. Recite the Book of Allah with the Niyyah of Allah curing you from ALL diseases and you will heal inshaAllah. It can even be a mix of things and shaitan could have found his way into the equation somewhere so proper diagnosis can be difficult to make at times. But even if 100% for sure it is not sihr, still Quran/Ruqyah is the answer. You said that you have already done everything else in terms of means, then let's establish a stronger routine of Kalamullah with the help of your Brothers and Sisters bithnillah. We can work with you and give you feedback to fill any holes or gaps in the process that we feel might help you.

I don't want to pry and I don't want you to tell me/us any details that you are not comfortable with telling, but please let us in on whatever details you can that might help us help you better. The most important concern being how much Quran you have in your day. This is not meant to interrogate you or make you feel guilty or inferior. But to, inshaAllah, find the right dosage of medicine that is doable and feasible for you and will grant you proper healing inshaAllah.

Wa Allahu 'Alim
May Allah Heal us and keep us safe and Guide us. Ameen.

Disclaimer:I'm a mominah who loves ALLAH alot& I'm going through Meltdown of a hellish trial so I do tawba to ALLAH right here as He knows I'm in pain but no one can understand but He Alone.Thats why i feel in heart not to write about my problems here & do dawah focus on dawah & not on misery that I'm going through

To all visitors - whenever you see threads or posts like this - it's a trial to all of us, not just the OP. This all means that we all need to make dua as jamaaz for a felow Muslim/ah.

And sister, May Allah grant you all your duas, wishes, needs, dreams... everything. Ameen!

Whoa I was just writing a reply to sister & now I'm energized.I was depressed but not anymore.

al-Hamdullilah, this is very good but don't let up, even if you experience some relief, keep being constant in your Dua'/Ruqyah/Quran and keep consistent. You may win a few battles inshaAllah, but the war isn't over yet.

May Allah Grant us success