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when you're alone with your God in the silence and you get some tears is not a sign of weakness.. this is a sincere feeling in du'a, when you fear of Allah swt, regret and guilt, love and hope, grants and gifts that one day Allah swt Will give you..
Aaaa, I understand. I have just watched few videos about punishment in grave and now I started to feel little bit fear but that is only the beginning of developing fear because my intention is to grow my fear of God and now I started to imagine myself that I’m punished in grave while right now I’m not even in grave and that made me to start to fear God again. Uhh, is there a Hadith that says Ikhlas can wipe also the biggest sin ever(disbelief, shirk, idol etc..)? Because, I heard that it wipes out major sins but what about the worst sin ever? Does it also wipes away? Is that ok how I did in order to recover the lost fear?
you are still alive in this world which means you can always make du'a and always hope.. du'a should be very sincere
sincerity and hope are the most important things. Sincerity and hope in your heart when you wish something in du'a that Allah swt Will accept it.. make your du'a in tahajjud prayer, it's between isha and fajr
God (Allah) is Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Forgiving
So that’s mean when I’m about to make tachajood, I mean, I raise my head a little bit and then I rise my finger and then I can make any Du’a that I want and then I say “Atahiatu lilahi salatu wa taibatu, asalamu alyka auha nabiu wa rahmatula wa barakatul...”? And also I can make any Du’a when I make prostration, like I say in replace of “subhanala” with this “O Allah! I beg You for this miracle to happen, please You’re the only one capable of doing this and nobody else please then I continue the prayer till the end of it. Like this you can do while you’re on prostration as I described there? Because, I don’t want to do a mistake there.
Today in Romanian literature, we started with a beautiful poem called “Luceafarul” by Mihai Eminescu and then our Romanian Christian teacher asked us “would the girl accept his offer to leave this world and come to his world”? In here it was about deity and I said as a form of a joke “of course yes, every girl wished to be granted this kind of offer” and then the teacher said “no, because she will reject his offer because he is ugly and not from this world” but then I have realized that I have committed shirk or kufr. My question is: is that only in my mind that I have committed this? Can you please please answer me this? I’m very stressed about this because I want to be far away from kufr. The main reason that I joked is, that I’m trying to make my teacher think good of me and I want also to impress her, that’s my wish.