ASALAM O ALAIKUM I'M 16 AND A GIRL SUFFERING FROM WASWAS THAT I CANNOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT BECAUSE IT'S VULGER AND DISGUSTING,I'M REALLY NOT RELIGIOUS I DO UNISLAMIC THINGS,DON'T READ THE QURAN BUT I DO OFFER PRAYERS,I DON'T FEEL LIKE READING THE QURAN I'M JUST LAZY I FEEL LIKE I'M BECOMING A KAFIR,MY NATIONAL LANGUAGE IS URDU,YES I'M FROM PAK,I WAS BORN MUSLIM I GET ANNOYED WHEN I HEAR AZAAN OR AYTUL QURSI BECAUSE THERE'S ALSO BLACK MAGIC BEING DONE ON MY FAMILY AND I WAS TOLD THAT A JINN IS LATCHED WITH ME WHO IS CAUSING THESE WASWAS,BLACK MAGIC IS VERY COMMON HERE IN MY COUNTRY SADLY....THEY DO IT TO RUIN FAMILIES,I FEEL LIKE ALLAH IS DISPLEASED WITH ME BECAUSE OF THE UNISLAMIC THINGS I DO.........
i do pray five times a day,it is kind of getting better,well the probem was that my parents got in alot of fights because of my dad's mom brainwashing him against my mother,now he has married another women who is doing black magic on my family i have three sisters and one brother,although he does have to pay for our stuff and still lives with us that other women doesn't live with us though he has to pay for her too she's talking our right
you're right although it will be hard,i will Inshallah i still have faith in Allah
what's so hard? To be religious you need to observe the 5 pillars of Islam
Just pray 5 times a day, if you're not a Hanafi, you can just do the fard prayers that take like 2-4 mins throughout the day, fast once a month a year, give charity once a year with the intention to go on a holiday
yes i do pray five times a day,but the others i haven't done those,i'm just a kid a can't make money so i can't give charity but i wish to,my father has the money i guess he has given charity i don't know,the hard thing was that i do some things that are haraam in Islam,agh well i can still become a good Muslim if i read the quran also that's the most important thing to me right now.
yes i do pray five times a day,but the others i haven't done those,i'm just a kid a can't make money so i can't give charity but i wish to,my father has the money i guess he has given charity i don't know,the hard thing was that i do some things that are haraam in Islam,agh well i can still become a good Muslim if i read the quran also that's the most important thing to me right now.
smiling is charity in Islam
just give a penny as charity and that penny will flourish like a seed out of blessings into a tree
what else do you need? If you have trouble with self control that lead to sin then fast for fasting is a shield. If you can prevent yourself from eating from what is permissible for you then you can prevent yourself from doing the haram.
The problem with me is that i rarely do islamic stuff except praying,i don't even learn from my mistakes i'm really lazy i just don't care but i have to otherwise there is no purpose for me in this world,i'm nothing like a cold hearted person though i actually have a very weak heart i get started easily and feel too much,i'm still very young to understand some things although i have fasted before when i was 14 i guess,but after that i never did cuz i couldn't bear it.
The problem with me is that i rarely do islamic stuff except praying,i don't even learn from my mistakes i'm really lazy i just don't care but i have to otherwise there is no purpose for me in this world,i'm nothing like a cold hearted person though i actually have a very weak heart i get started easily and feel too much,i'm still very young to understand some things although i have fasted before when i was 14 i guess,but after that i never did cuz i couldn't bear it.
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what else do you need? If you have trouble with self control that lead to sin then fast for fasting is a shield. If you can prevent yourself from eating from what is permissible for you then you can prevent yourself from doing the haram.
The problem with me is that i rarely do islamic stuff except praying,i don't even learn from my mistakes i'm really lazy i just don't care but i have to otherwise there is no purpose for me in this world,i'm nothing like a cold hearted person though i actually have a very weak heart i get started easily and feel too much,i'm still very young to understand some things although i have fasted before when i was 14 i guess,but after that i never did cuz i couldn't bear it.
if you make dua then it be a lot easier. Trust me but trust in Allah. Do Tahajud duas. In the night time after Isha and before Fajr. Pray like 2 rakats and make dua. MY friend once said Tahajud duas are haxx
May make dua like guide me and have me be amongst the practising people of your religion and cleanse me.
little by little you will become bigger and faster. Maybe you should try to go to Masjid, it is a hospital for your heart. IF you have any Muslim sister friends then they can help you, a friend being there for you is nice and a 'rival' certainly helps
if you make dua then it be a lot easier. Trust me but trust in Allah. Do Tahajud duas. In the night time after Isha and before Fajr. Pray like 2 rakats and make dua. MY friend once said Tahajud duas are haxx
May make dua like guide me and have me be amongst the practising people of your religion and cleanse me.
little by little you will become bigger and faster. Maybe you should try to go to Masjid, it is a hospital for your heart. IF you have any Muslim sister friends then they can help you, a friend being there for you is nice and a 'rival' certainly helps
umm there are no female masjids here only male masjids thanks though i will
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try and pray your 5 prayers on time, and try to gain Islamic Knowledge. Recite Darood Shareef when you get the chance to.
you're right although it will be hard,i will Inshallah i still have faith in Allah
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