anonymous gender....
your islam and iman have seem to left you.
allah is just. thats the way it is.
if hes not just to you then you must think you are a special one.... like shaitan, he didnt bow down to adam cos he thought he was better..
pride is a wrong trait also, you are trying to manipulate allahs attributes instead of your own thoughts and beliefs, you are challenging god. you think u know better than him.
this is shirk.
a crime. very bad.
u sound self obsessed.... this is ok. it occurs on the spiritual path, as do delusions of grandeur, and extreme feelings of unworthiness. its a process you are going through.
whether it improves your religion or not is i suppose dependant on your actions and thoughts.
r u committing any major sins???
u cant sin and not be punished... not feel an inner angst. an anguish. if u want other than islam then u will feel pain.
mould yourself to be islamic and not the environment or other people...
dont worry. god exists. islam as given to us in the quran is a miracle.
dont worry. thats 100%
the rest is your attitudes and beliefs and what u choose to do with your life and react to the situation u are in......
its ok to feel how u do.... its a process. sometimes a humiliating one
it is what it is,,... just read quran.
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