Salam. It's been a year and I haven't accomplished much. I have not been the good Muslim like I promised myself I would, My life is looking a little dreadful and it feels like everything is falling apart.
I am all by myself. I have no one. Nothing. And I am tired. I feel lost. I have abandoned my solat and I feel absolutely disgusted by myself.
I am so tired of fighting battles alone. Like everyone else, I want a companion, success and I want to be someone Allah would feel proud of...but I keep making the same mistakes. Over and over. I am still struggling...somedays I let depression consumes me...
I came here today to beg, not ask but beg for prayers. Please brothers and sisters, I beg that you make prayers for Allah to forgive me and grant me with better health and opportunities. I beg that you pray that he will bring me closer to him, strenghten my iman and also find me someone that could offer support and offers me a lifetime happiness...
I wanted so bad to have someone to love again and I wanted a family...
I have been alone and I am hating this...orphanage life. Please, please pray that things will be better for me...
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Salam dear brother may allah help u in all and gives u and us all strong eman and save us from sins. Ameen and bro u are human we always do sins we are not angels. But the best person is to ask forgiveness right after the sins, and one day inshallah u will be free from it. Just obey allah in manners of our prophet mohmmad S.A.W
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