Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters,

Let me introduce us. Me and my wife married for 3 years with no kids. We live with cats, and most of the time we are loving couple. We are Muslim and we pray 5 times a day, fasting and all. We believe in Allah the All Mighty.

Let start with my wife. She has a problem with her belief system. She has history of OCD and still having anxiety, depression and bipolar. As you know bipolar causes mood changes and it can happen anytime any day any second. She took pills prescribed by doctors before but now not anymore because it causing her to feel empty, slow, sluggish, unable to think and sleepy. She stop taking pills 2 years ago because she cant get any work done.

Most of the time she's ok but when the downswing came to visit, it can affect her belief in Allah swt. This is not something like waswas (forgot rakaat, wudu and so on), this is more serious. For example, when she recited shahadah while tahiyat, a thought (not voice) telling her "I don't believe this". Or whener we play the 3 Qul on the TV sometimes she feel hot or a bit annoyed. She sometimes thought of putting the Quran under her feet. She even feel like something moving in her arms to her fingers. She is a person who thinks a lot, and when this thing come, the bad thought spiraling downward fast. Sometimes she even think to stop praying and get back to her past life (lets not go there, but it is opposite of Islam). But Alhamdulillah, Allah blessed her with very fast brain and good memory, and she love to find things to read about Islam. She even share any new information with me.

Before this she occasionally had bad dreams. The "thought" is getting worse and i as her husband had to be careful or it will trigger her to be angry or mad even for a slightest mistake. Something small that I talked to her in my hope to get her feel better can be a "police investigation" because she can think all the possible bad thing that "maybe" I meant to say/do. This affect our relationship as we keep fighting but Alhamdulillah we are still together.

At this point we are not sure is this because of something clearly wrong with her thought or if there are any "outside" disturbance. She also mentioned quite a few times that whenever we uploaded pictures of us together in media social, we will get into a fight. Do mind that we only uploaded our pictures maybe 2-3 times a months. Is this evil eyes?

Me myself also have a problem. I feel sluggish, sleepy all the time even when praying and even constant head spin. I forget things easily although i just thought/talked about it few seconds ago. There was a time, i had to go to level 5 of my apartment (from level 10) 3 times because i forgot stuff which I can do once. My forgetfulness also causes fighting between us, especially if it comes to my work.

We met few ustaz in our area but both of them seems like scams. With the way they try to remove "something" in our body. Maybe they were right, maybe we just don't believe in them. At this point we are not sure. Not sure is this the correct place to ask but we need advice.

If you have any question please ask. (sorry for my terrible english)

Thank you very much for you time and may Allah swt bless you with good health, patience and happiness.
Fauzan