judgement

[true believer]

judgement is everything i see
people point their dirty finger at me
lebals chucked at me, left, right and centre
nomally id be fine, simply walk away-calm
but this time, as a nasty word escaped ur lips
it somehow got past my barriers of protection and cut me real deep
hurt me deep inside, but id never let u see me cry
so i went in my room, closed the door and fell down weak to my knees
i hung my head in my hands deseprately
had enough this world, wanted to turn to dust
ashamed of everything i eva sed or done

people always so quick to shout, but no one tried to understand
discover wat im really about. but sometyms it aint enough
and it blows up in ma face hard, as i fall down to the floor, i mesmarise bout the things i done b4 and why parts of me have turned cold and evil. like a plant, parts of me change color and die. but inside, some parts r still alive-like a seed, that needs water and love so give me a chance and i'll show u true worth. give me space to grow and blossom as a being that can finally be accepted and loved.

PEACE XxX
ps, i cant spell to save my butt sometyms, so sorri bout the spelling mistakes, hopefully, u'll understand anyway.
OR gimme the right spelling-if u wish, and i'll change it. :)