Ok I just wanted to say I'am sure I'am dajjal I match the whole
discription: short, ruddy-complexion, curly hair, wide forehead and broad upper body. I lost my ability to praise allah sincerly and I am becoming a monster.
I keep getting these thoughts and urges to do really terrible things and I'am sure that in the future
I will give in somehow and do them... So please pray that when I kill myself that maybe I will perhaps get forgiven or he would atleast not
resurrect me from the dead as the dajjal. Right now I wish I was who did not match such a description.
Please pray that I'am not the dajjal! I know that killing myself would be no use considering the fact that god would
already have decreed it but I just don't want to take my chance because by the time I become it because by then I would be too far gone to consider
such a solution. I know i am gonna go to hell because of this but there is no other solution. Just please do one thing and pray, please I am serious that I do not get brought up from the dead in Syria and end up as that. Thank you.
discription: short, ruddy-complexion, curly hair, wide forehead and broad upper body. I lost my ability to praise allah sincerly and I am becoming a monster.
I keep getting these thoughts and urges to do really terrible things and I'am sure that in the future
I will give in somehow and do them... So please pray that when I kill myself that maybe I will perhaps get forgiven or he would atleast not
resurrect me from the dead as the dajjal. Right now I wish I was who did not match such a description.
Please pray that I'am not the dajjal! I know that killing myself would be no use considering the fact that god would
already have decreed it but I just don't want to take my chance because by the time I become it because by then I would be too far gone to consider
such a solution. I know i am gonna go to hell because of this but there is no other solution. Just please do one thing and pray, please I am serious that I do not get brought up from the dead in Syria and end up as that. Thank you.