due to a lack of iman fear really bad that you may do something really stupid? like you're going to fall into a sinful trap without you even realizing because of your sins...and you have these moments where you feel you're sooo close to doing something really bad, and you think if only my iman was a little more higher, i would'nt even be thinking of this...
am i going crazy, or does anyone else feel like this?
Sister Umm ul-Shaheed without wanting to insult or offend i think you are looking at a pessimistic angle here. If you believe that "you're going to fall into a sinful trap without you even realizing because of your sins" DON'T. Allah will keep you on the straight path if you believe and devote yourself to the Almighty.
Sister just repent to Allah SWT and Allah will help you, I will make Dua'aa for you. Take it easy Sister and love everything that you have and be grateful for everyone and everything
Assalamualaykum
*KB*
PS Your not crazy just down, you'll cheer up Insha'Allah
