-% RiPPeD ApArT %-

[- IqRa -]

:salamext:

-% RiPPeD ApArT %-

Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart

Confused as to where my destination now lies
When I try to reach out to Allah, my soul cries

Shaytaan’s got me entrapped; feel like his slave
For peace of soul and taming of my Nafs I crave
My enemy entices me with pleasures of this world
I feel into Hell, head-first, I’ll be hurled

What happened to those tahajjud-filled nights?
What happened to memorising Qur’an and taking delight?
What happened to the yearning of being with your Lord?
What happened to the greed of gaining reward?

I feel disgusted, a total disgrace, can’t look at myself in the face
Feel like a waste of space, who anyone can easily replace

Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart…


Please remember me in your duas Insha’Allah brothers and sisters.


:wasalamex

[Misz_Muslimah]

Subhanallah :(
Jazaakalahu khayran for sharing ..

[IbnAbdulHakim]

subhanAllah..

[KittenLover]

I've felt like this at times :(

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[Cabdullahi]

absolutely top notch i see you got the whole emotional thing going on but bravo mashallah

[zakirs]

I've felt like this at times

me too

Very nice one :( ..

[Ummu Sufyaan]

:wasalamex
a very humble and sincere poem, but at the same time, a hint of despair :(. may wallah grant every believer who concerns themselves with their own sins an abundance of inner tranquility :exhausted

[Souljette]

Assalamualikum ,
I knwo how u feelll..i feel this and have felt it these couple of months..now it's gettin better but at one point i was just dyin bcuz i was losn my Imaan now i'm strugglin to hold on to it.. May Allah make it easy for you and keep u away from the waswas of the sHAYTAN AMEEN

[- IqRa -]

Dam.n..…this pain feels so great…when you feel like you neither belong to the world…nor to the Aakhirah…your soul is hovering in between both and doesn't feel like taking either path…it feels numb…lifeless...

[Tony]

:salamext:

-% RiPPeD ApArT %-

Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart

Confused as to where my destination now lies
When I try to reach out to Allah, my soul cries

Shaytaan’s got me entrapped; feel like his slave
For peace of soul and taming of my Nafs I crave
My enemy entices me with pleasures of this world
I feel into Hell, head-first, I’ll be hurled

What happened to those tahajjud-filled nights?
What happened to memorising Qur’an and taking delight?
What happened to the yearning of being with your Lord?
What happened to the greed of gaining reward?

I feel disgusted, a total disgrace, can’t look at myself in the face
Feel like a waste of space, who anyone can easily replace

Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart…


Please remember me in your duas Insha’Allah brothers and sisters.


:wasalamex

You could have written this about me, its a prison this dunya, and prison id about correcting bad deeds. May Allah show mercy on our weak and selfish souls, Ameen

[sevgi]

Dam.n..…this pain feels so great…when you feel like you neither belong to the world…nor to the Aakhirah…your soul is hovering in between both and doesn't feel like taking either path…it feels numb…lifeless...

This is the best place to be, you just have to channel your attention towards Allah. To live on earth but not be trodding on it is something we should all be striving for. Turn your numbness into detachment from this world and focus on your relationship with Allah.

He is all forgiving, all hearing, all seeing. He knows your pain and he will never let you down-even if you let him down.

ps: Beautiful poem.

[- IqRa -]

. . . . . imsad

[sevgi]

. . . . . imsad

What's up sis?

[- IqRa -]

Feeling cra.p...

[- IqRa -]

Don't wanna live no more...

[nightingale]

May Allah give all of us sabr.

[alcurad]

not to make little of your troubles, but being emo is a choice sister..no offense but the majority of people I've seen who feel sad/depressed are so because they choose to wallow in self pity instead of doing something, like taking a walk or talking to a friend etc

or is it something you don't have any control over?

[- IqRa -]

I'v betrayed everyone's trust - everyone had so much faith in me and i've hurt them all so much - i'd rather be dead than to hurt the people I love...but the circumstances were such that I had no control over them...well I did...but shaytaan's ways were more tempting...please remember me in ur duas...I'm trying taweez and all to keep me away from shaytan's waswasas...

[alcurad]

I'll pray for you sister, but remember that prayer alone is not enough if no actual work accompanies it.

may allah steady your path and guide us all.

[sevgi]

Darling,

Im going to be stern with you for the first time.

The fact that you are being all emo is just the easy way out. You arent any better now. You are still destroyinging everyones trust by being a miserable goose.

Why dont you get up, forget the past and try and make right for once in your life instead of failing and doing wrong things and then sooking about it?

You know me and I know you. I think we have a friendship which allows me to get upset with you like this. Dont misunderstand me because I understand you. I just respect you more than you respect yourself.

We make mistakes as humans. But then we have to be man enough to face it, say sorry to ourselves, to Allah and to those we love and make things right. Otherwise you're just a heartbreaker who wants to continue to be a heartbreaker.