wa alaykum us-Salaam
perhaps you are not still in love with him per se, but rather that you might still have feelings for him because you haven't really been given any closure. it seems you haven't given yourself the proper space to move on.
like this here
I've been patient thinking if it is meant to happen it will under better circumstances, and if not then it wasn't meant to be.
have you tried to actually move on by accepting that you cant be together? i think this maybe the problem that you are living on false hope and you are not "confident" in your decision....you're sort of between this and that because he says he still loves you but he didn't marry you... that is what is preventing you from properly moving on and its pulling you in 2 very different directions and making you really confused and and not so confident in the decision you have made.
im not really sure how to advice you because he is the one that called it off so if he wanted to come back, he would have otherwise why would he of broken it off in the first place.... does that make sense? sorry to be blunt.
I dont want to be sus of the guy, but could it be that he lied to make you feel better to clear his own conscious? i dont know, i have always thought that if a man is serious about a girl he either marries her or he doesn't. it is either seriousness or it isn't. men aren't really that indecisive about these things...at least i dont think so.
and what do you mean by "fiance" i mean was there an official proposal?