I Wish I could life my life in constant prayer to allah SWT. What I mean by this is that I wish I live in a place on village where no one had to do anything, food would be provided, clothes, provided and when it comes time for marriage, a wife provided or husband..
That way, you wouldn't have to worry about this worldly life, going to school, studying, finding a job etc etc. all of which is useless in the end...
so wouldn't that just be amazing, not having anything to do or worry bout except praying and doing zikhr 24/7..
yeah i realize its not possible economically that you would be provided meals daily etc...
Anywho, I am starting to hate this life and find it very difficult and have just been thinking wouldn't it be better to to die young ... and leave all this pain and misery behind.
That way, you wouldn't have to worry about this worldly life, going to school, studying, finding a job etc etc. all of which is useless in the end...
so wouldn't that just be amazing, not having anything to do or worry bout except praying and doing zikhr 24/7..
yeah i realize its not possible economically that you would be provided meals daily etc...
Anywho, I am starting to hate this life and find it very difficult and have just been thinking wouldn't it be better to to die young ... and leave all this pain and misery behind.