Femmefatale
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I'm new to this forum so i don't know if i'm doing it right, so correct me if i'm in the right forum. I'm 20 year old and i'm lately questioning a lot of things, one of them is religion. I'm having a spiritual breakdown, i respect all religions and i'm trying my best to understand different kinda religions(both of my parents are christian). One of the religions i'm really interested in is Islam, i even ordered the quran a while ago so i try to read everyday in it, to understand it.
A while ago my mom told me she saw me praying and she was somehow so proud(even it was a dream). After that i saw myself praying(in the islamic way correct me if i'm wrong i don't know if i'm saying it right sorry) and weeks after that i dreamed that i was with a classmate of mine(she's muslim) and we were walking in an open field, it was beautiful, i can't explain it. The grass was so green and the sky was so blue and full with clouds.
Suddenly my friend dissapeared and i suddenly heared a muezzin(Islamic prayer?) and it was so loud, but very beautiful. And a elderly man(he was arabic) walked towards me and handed me golden key. He was smiling at me, it was really nice. And i felt at peace.. i can't describe the feeling. After that i wake up, i really didn't want to wake up can somebody explain to me what this mean? Sorry for the long post, i'm thinking about this for a while now and it bothers me.
I'm new to this forum so i don't know if i'm doing it right, so correct me if i'm in the right forum. I'm 20 year old and i'm lately questioning a lot of things, one of them is religion. I'm having a spiritual breakdown, i respect all religions and i'm trying my best to understand different kinda religions(both of my parents are christian). One of the religions i'm really interested in is Islam, i even ordered the quran a while ago so i try to read everyday in it, to understand it.
A while ago my mom told me she saw me praying and she was somehow so proud(even it was a dream). After that i saw myself praying(in the islamic way correct me if i'm wrong i don't know if i'm saying it right sorry) and weeks after that i dreamed that i was with a classmate of mine(she's muslim) and we were walking in an open field, it was beautiful, i can't explain it. The grass was so green and the sky was so blue and full with clouds.
Suddenly my friend dissapeared and i suddenly heared a muezzin(Islamic prayer?) and it was so loud, but very beautiful. And a elderly man(he was arabic) walked towards me and handed me golden key. He was smiling at me, it was really nice. And i felt at peace.. i can't describe the feeling. After that i wake up, i really didn't want to wake up can somebody explain to me what this mean? Sorry for the long post, i'm thinking about this for a while now and it bothers me.