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Salam alekom
I need some advice on a topic that I have hered a few people complaining of before but never thought that I would be one of these people dealing with the same issue so let me get started.I am a revert al humdililah and have been for on and off for a while now with high iman then lower iman but al humdililah I got my self at a place were I was stable and good for a while humdililah . Then about a year ago me and my children moved in to this new house and everything was fine then all of a sudden things started going ape were me and my husband would fight all the time I would miss my prayers my husband would ikfar astagfulah I took my hijab I stop praying and my husband and me can't stand each other he started gambling and I myself was going to Arabic concerts it's like as soon as we moved there everything went wrong .Anyway one day me and my daughter were in the house and you can call us crazy but this is what happened the back door was closed it was after Maghreb but before is ha and we hered this kind talking but in a weird way it was like a dragged out talking and me and my daughter were acted because it seemed to go on forever then we opened the door and there was this humounges white cat at the back door so my daughter tryed to scare it away but it wouldn't move it it just kept standing there with this evil look and the next morning we were walking out our front door to go out and we found our beloved black and white kitty dead on the grass with a cat that looked exactly like that white cat but they were only a little bit apart so I buried both of them and said the fatah.Now the problem is that my iman and my husbands iman have become sooo bad it's unbelievable and this cat is turning up every two to three nights talking outside our door and things just go missing in my house and it causes a fight and then turns up later in the strangest place me and my husband can't stand each other we hardly talk don't pray don't wear hijab and I cry in my heart every night at what is going on is there something in my house is there some daughter of eye on me I'm at the end of my rope me and my husbandd use to be religious education people who loved to go out as a family now I'm worried that it's not going to end well if we can't get our iman back I need help
I need some advice on a topic that I have hered a few people complaining of before but never thought that I would be one of these people dealing with the same issue so let me get started.I am a revert al humdililah and have been for on and off for a while now with high iman then lower iman but al humdililah I got my self at a place were I was stable and good for a while humdililah . Then about a year ago me and my children moved in to this new house and everything was fine then all of a sudden things started going ape were me and my husband would fight all the time I would miss my prayers my husband would ikfar astagfulah I took my hijab I stop praying and my husband and me can't stand each other he started gambling and I myself was going to Arabic concerts it's like as soon as we moved there everything went wrong .Anyway one day me and my daughter were in the house and you can call us crazy but this is what happened the back door was closed it was after Maghreb but before is ha and we hered this kind talking but in a weird way it was like a dragged out talking and me and my daughter were acted because it seemed to go on forever then we opened the door and there was this humounges white cat at the back door so my daughter tryed to scare it away but it wouldn't move it it just kept standing there with this evil look and the next morning we were walking out our front door to go out and we found our beloved black and white kitty dead on the grass with a cat that looked exactly like that white cat but they were only a little bit apart so I buried both of them and said the fatah.Now the problem is that my iman and my husbands iman have become sooo bad it's unbelievable and this cat is turning up every two to three nights talking outside our door and things just go missing in my house and it causes a fight and then turns up later in the strangest place me and my husband can't stand each other we hardly talk don't pray don't wear hijab and I cry in my heart every night at what is going on is there something in my house is there some daughter of eye on me I'm at the end of my rope me and my husbandd use to be religious education people who loved to go out as a family now I'm worried that it's not going to end well if we can't get our iman back I need help