Assalamo alikum brother, hope you're having a great day :)
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Nitro Zeus
Honestly, now days weird and annoying things started to occur in my life, and at weird things I do not have patient because I can't understand what's the problem.
Nothing is perfect in life, annoying things WILL constantly happen in order to test you and your patience, and you should always trust that Allah will improve things for you once you focus on your prayers to him.
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Nitro Zeus
1) Yesterday when I wanted to charge my IPad 2 with a good wire, then instead of charging it does the opposite and that makes me angry because it is not normal for this to happen
Technology tends to malfunction sometimes, did the phone charger afterwards though?
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Nitro Zeus
2) Yesterday, when I came from school while being tired and sleepy, I wanted to sleep for 1-2h, but unfortunately I had to go to Biology preparation classes for final exam and our Christian Biology teacher kept us until 3 O'clock and when I went home, my Romanian Christian teacher came after I came home and I forgot to study the poem "The lesson about cube"-Nichita Stanescu. And I felt very shame to tell the truth to her because it happened for x2. And after I finished the Romanian class, I had to go right away to gymnastics(because I'm obligated to do so) and I came home very angry and really pissed off because I could not have a normal life like others.
Ah, the school life, you do realize you're doing all of this to secure a future for yourself? be grateful you're going to school at least, there are many people at your age who can't go to school, alhamdulilah, this is all for you to have a 'normal life' in the future, things may be tiring for you now, but trust me, in the future you'll be glad that you studied this hard and attended many classes as possible to have a great job in the future inshallah, remember that.
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Nitro Zeus
4) I'm simply unable to accept the actual divine laws and legislations because I cannot find anything that pleases me or makes me happy and content, I cannot find it. Sometimes I even have bad thoughts about them, and also hatred feeling towards them because I cannot seek for new one in which I can manage to become a very strong pious believer.
Can you elaborate on what you mean by 'the actual divine laws and legislations' ? and why is that? you should be grateful you're living in a safe and beautiful country, going to school and educating yourself, living under a roof and have a bed to sleep on, finding food to eat and water to drink, you do realize that many people lack these essentials in their lives, they beg to have one of the essentials that you have now..
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Nitro Zeus
There are many crazy things going on in my life which cause my intends anger rise fast and many weird things happen in my life, how can I learn to be patient in this extremely difficult times? Because, I know that God decreed Heaven to be only for Muslims and not also for Christians, what pleasure should I find in this when my mother does not even want to convert to Islam? This really causes me to be very jealous at my Muslim cousin who has a Muslim mother because I do not have a believer mother and she claims that she is a true believer...now I'm feeling like being jealous and frustrated for whole life, just because I cannot find anything that pleases me.
Do you really think it is a test of patience? What should I do to learn to be patient?
This is clearly a test from Allah subhano wa taa'ala, you shouldn't be jealous or frustrated at all, did you try talking to her about Islam? explaining the fundamentals? you shouldn't give up, by time, she might consider it, what about your father as well? did he try talking to her at all?
Remember Allah and say alhamdulilah, always make thikr and repent, trust in Allah that he will make things easy for you, and try going to the masjid and pray, wallahi it feels like a breeze of fresh hair for your soul when you go the masjid, and as I said, this life is nothing but a test my brother, stay strong, never forget Allah and focus on your prayers, talk to him, inshallah your problems will be no more, just wondering, have you read the story of Ayyub? (AS) It's really thought provoking subhanallah , Inshallah you'll find this useful, heres a link
https://tsmufortruth.wordpress.com/2...e-be-upon-him/
Wassalamo alikum wa rahmitullahi wa barakato.