Studentofdeed
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I loved Ramadan and felt excited about it alot usually but now its doesn't feel like Ramadan but rather I'm getting more sicker and sicker. I used to be able to fast nonstop all the time and even volunteer. However my heart now makes it difficult and when I try to fast I gain weight like crazy. I gained over 10 pounds just within these 11 days of Ramadan. My health and metabolism is very fragile and it seems this Ramadan its worst. I haven't been reading Quran much or studying or remembering Allah. I feel extremely useless and feel like I wasted this Ramadan. I feel worse when I sin because of all times its Ramadan. I'm 24 and I can fast but it is really difficult. People say I'm excused but if I'm excused, how else will Allah forgive me and my sins? I would not be suffering g like everyone else but rather Ramadan is easier for me. I would get less or maybe no reward for it. Also I take heart medication which makes me dizzy and weak. So fasting is harder. Should I keep fasting or would I be of those who are excused. If I'm excused then how can fast in the future? What should I do about my volunteer fasts then?