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AmiraJess
Salaam everyone! I am reverting to Islam soon, in sha Allah!
Though I am entering into a new life, but I am afraid of my past.
I was a famous model who posed in lads magazines and led a promiscuous lifestyle. Ever since I started to deeply indulge in Islam, I have deleted all my pictures which are haraam, deleted my Insta and started to dress modestly.
However, my modelling pictures are still visible online. What if anyone sees my pictures and treat me as an unworthy woman?
Asalaamualaykum
Simply put, the worthiness of you coming into Islam far outweighs the unworthiness (if deemed by you or others) of your past.
The 2nd khalif of Islam (Hz Umar) was taking the sword to harm the Prophet SAW, and then became Muslim. In Islamic history we have never covered this event, convoluted it, twisted it or buried it.
Till this very day it is printed in Islamic History books. The acceptance of his deen out-shone the intent of harming the very Rasool SAW.
The footprints of wrong that you have trailing your character, is proof that you left a wrong to accept a right. That my dear is not a burden, its a honour of your character for making the right choice.