Is my experience HARAM! Or I am just paranoid

[mrhelpmeplz]

lets say:

I built a wine restaurant business and I learned a lot from that experience


And I stopped doing that for obvious reasons

Hint: hell is not a good place to be in. Trust me. Just take my word for it.

And after that I wanted to build a normal HALAL restaurant business using my previous haram business experinece. Do I have to not build that business or throw my experience away.? ? But how? ?bcz the exp is not something phisical obtained haramly to get rid of

The exp is in my head. Its like a memory. I can't destroy it and I will use it either ways intentially or not intentially bcz its a part of me as a human


Am I just paranoid??

Plz help me with that

Plz don't just read and stay silent. Plz just reply with something helpful

Thank you :(

Your paranoid brother,

[*charisma*]

Am I just paranoid??

Yes, you are being paranoid.

[Murid]

:salam:
:bism:

You repented and move on with good tayyib halal business.

Please ask duas for barakah like "Allahumma barik lana feehe warzuqna khajran minh",
And this dua:
https://authentic-dua.com/2016/08/23...have-given-me/

And:
https://authentic-dua.com/2012/02/20...ave-taught-me/

And:
https://authentic-dua.com/2017/04/09...ri-maa-amiltu/

And:
https://authentic-dua.com/2017/04/09...aatil-akhlaaq/

Try to recite Manzil mornings and evenings and surah 6:1-3 (protection from evils and shaytaan, inshaAllah).

Read duas frim Ad Dua Divine help by Shaykh Palanpuri mornings and evenings.

Read duas before sleep.

Read as much as possible salawat ibrahimi, estegfar, tasbeh and surah ikhlas and give sadaqah daily.

It is to increase your profits, barakah, protect from evils and accidents and to rectify your deeds inshaAllah.

Ask often in the restaurant that Allah descends mercy upon you, your workers on food (and barakah and shifa) and gives you barakah and blessings in zeal and time.

You shall feel great difference inshaAllah, but continue so for life inshaAllah.