Verily if i die sprawn before your door
Who do i have apart from you O the owner of destruction
Indeed i came to you in hiding hoping to reach your vastness
O lord who asides you do i have?
You are the knower of your servants
Then be merciful to a little servant that stands
Who has wasted away from excessive tears
In you i have hope that doesn't fail
You are The most kind and most near
So i raised my palms in hope,
Don't abandon me O answerer (of prayers)
O lord with my burdens i came,
And so i placed my baggage and bent down
In deprivity i hope for approval
And the pardon of my sins and what i have pocketed
Who but you answeres my prayers, you are my hope
So if i throw them away O what a pity, my sorrows and my troubles
From the seas of your kindness i drink
And from the doors of your sacredness i sip
So answer my prayer my creator
verily i am pouring with long lasting illness
And accept my life with approval
and forgive the shameful and what has passed
Then make paradise my resting place
And reward me in the heat of the fire.
Insha Allah takoun ma aradti
wassalaam