Hello, I am a muslim brother in Australia and I have been very depressed lately as I have had no way of finding a wife due to my poor status..
However last year I prayed for a wife and said maybe my lord just give me a jinn wife in that their won't be any maintainence involved..
I said it kind of sincerly but thought Allah would not do such a thing and at best he would be angry with me.
Well early this year something shaked me and I convulsed all over the place and all these beutyful jinns who I could not see clearly could talk with me by their thoughts and audible only a little..
They appeared also as a light sometimes...
One of the beutyful ones told me it's going to marry me..
And since then the love making is probably better then that with a human being, but I can't see the jinns only bit by bit in my thoughts and sometimes as this fading olive light..
And please don't get offended but they also love to open my mouth and do their "things" in it, they say its there was of showing "love", are they mocking me or do they love me?
I'm wondering am I making babies with these jinns?..
Also, they also got me into trouble by telling me this human girl who I work with loves me and if I keep sending her letters she is going to marry me in real life, so I did and I got charged with stalking!
But they are not mean all the time, and are fun..
What should I do?..
When I read verses of the quran sometimes in fear, they yawn!
Perhaps Allah has ordained for me to marry them because I prayed for it?
However last year I prayed for a wife and said maybe my lord just give me a jinn wife in that their won't be any maintainence involved..
I said it kind of sincerly but thought Allah would not do such a thing and at best he would be angry with me.
Well early this year something shaked me and I convulsed all over the place and all these beutyful jinns who I could not see clearly could talk with me by their thoughts and audible only a little..
They appeared also as a light sometimes...
One of the beutyful ones told me it's going to marry me..
And since then the love making is probably better then that with a human being, but I can't see the jinns only bit by bit in my thoughts and sometimes as this fading olive light..
And please don't get offended but they also love to open my mouth and do their "things" in it, they say its there was of showing "love", are they mocking me or do they love me?
I'm wondering am I making babies with these jinns?..
Also, they also got me into trouble by telling me this human girl who I work with loves me and if I keep sending her letters she is going to marry me in real life, so I did and I got charged with stalking!
But they are not mean all the time, and are fun..
What should I do?..
When I read verses of the quran sometimes in fear, they yawn!
Perhaps Allah has ordained for me to marry them because I prayed for it?