Jahiliyya - Blindness

[bint_khalid]

Bismillahir Rahmaanir Raheem
AsSalamu Alaikum WaRahmatullahi WaBarakatuhu To My Dear Muslim Brothers and Sisters in Islam

- JAHILLIYA - BLINDNESS -
… Too Late for Me, It’s Hell for Me!!

I’m sitting and I’m silently screaming at the lines in my hands
And the pain is searing …
This is my life and it’s my worst phobia
I’m the mad-gal here and this is my utopia
I seek narrow depth, but there is nothing left to know now
Was it all a dream … awaken I am now … time to let it go now!!!

My fate is my enemy; I’m no more what I dreamt to be to this world,
My insides locked till eternity
It’s a battle that I fought … and I lost to insanity!!!
Life is so hard; it’s not a mountain slope now
It’s not sprinkled with luck … it’s not a flower bed
It ain’t a smile, but a wrinkle instead
That is all simple, but who knows now
What I was and what I’ve become now!!!

My will has died away
I have no more strength left for the day
I listen to my soul and I feel all its pains
As it burns in the torrents of this acidic rain
I can’t reason no more, just insanity remains
In a being called ‘ME’ … was I ever sane??
You want me to love who never cared for me??
You think I would help who never heard my plea??

Well you better think again cos I’m a different ‘Me’
I’m going to show you how evil I can be!!!
I don’t give a **** what ever you call me out
I’m going to make my own way and I’m going to say this loud …
“Don’t You Ever Dare Think of Even Talking Me Out,
Now Get Out of My Face Before I Bash It Out!!!”

I ain’t a gentle soul to this date no more
I’m going to be someone you’ve never seen before
My life’s so low now, it’s touching the floor
Don’t give me no crap … I don’t believe in hope!!!
There were times when I would cry to ease all the pain that I felt inside of me
But it never changed what was always meant to be!!!

So here I am now, as cruel as I can be
No wait … This pain, this agony, what is it?
Where am I, What’s that, Who’s that, Huh??

“YOU HAVE FAILED … TAKE HER!!!”

****, I’m falling in an abyss; it’s so dark, so deep
I have no more tears left now to even help me weep
This place is worst than a knife stabbing my heart so deep
It aches my soul and yet you can’t see, you can’t feel
What’s happening to me?!?!

Those voices and laughter
Where’s it coming from??

Silence!!!!
They are no more … it’s the end of the chapter!!!

The world you currently live in … is just temporary
It could have been better … if only you people could feel
Reality feels like a nightmare, for people with the likes of me!!!

And I cry out loud at the darkness …
“IT’S NOT FAIR!!!”

All the heartily things I cherished, lost their charm
Brought to my conscience and unseen harm
My dreams lay shattered beside me
With nothing more now they could provide me
All my prayers, unanswered they lay
In times of need, nothing they made shine got dull, when eyes dried out
No miracles occurred when pain cried out!!!

And as moments passed by
The truth gained life
People had changed … agony disguised
But the feeling remained unable to hide
My mind is a whirlwind, and I just can’t make out
Why my words choke on “PLEASE GIVE ME ONE LAST CHANCE”
Whenever they came out!!!

So hear me now people
And let me put this straight …

“I’d hold on to what you have,
This life is temporary, but it doesn’t mean it’s fake!!!

As I burn in hell
And get bitten by snakes
As my skin peels,
The tremendous, un-describable pain
As my body once again restores itself,
The torment of hell once again begins!!!

I’m not dead, but alive in this blazing heat
My eyes are sky blue, all because of this blistering heat
As I’m chained to wall, naked and exposed
Hot immense boiling water is poured over my head
It smoulders my flesh …

Now what more can I say ... except …
HOLD ON AND EMBRACE Islam!!!

But in my case,
All I can do is hold on to my future …
My eternal, never-ending life in hell!!!
Cos for me … its WAY TOO LATE!!!

By: LyricalTerrorist

WaSalamu Alaikum WaRahmatullahi WaBarakatuhu To My Dear Muslim Brothers and Sisters in Islam

[Souljette]

Mashallllahhhhhhh ..WHOAAA mind bogglingg