who shall?

[nikki]

a brother, a lover

"to be or not to be" as Shakespeare said
you see its law for partners t resist a bed
untill they marry, no problems shall tarry
and Allah the one who knows best.

partner, lover, or partner in crime
each a sin in their own right
we try to prevail
and look how we fail
only a marriage can alter the crime.

Allah oft forgiving, merciful
and we pray Allah erase the moments we fell
for we long to do whats right
continue with sight
and dedicate love & children at will.

i beseech Allah to forgive me my sins
and rant me a husband and children within
a marriage thats sacred, safe and secure
and try to prevent Shaytaans alure.

to marry a man i love so much
Allah's will, i pray,
in He i trust
the right way or wrong i must learn
or in the depths of hell my skin shall burn.

each drop of rain
a reminder of sin
"i pray to Allah i marry
whom is pios deep within"

i will be back with more insha'Allah
i did write this months ago so i appologise if poor quality!