there is unfortunoutly 12 days left of ramadhan, meaning two days until the 10 days of the chances of laylatil qadr comes.
What i wanna accomplish, is to memorize the complete quran, quit music, and have my faith very high and true, and to see islam clear, wit no more of dem stupid questions of mine... basically be a truemuslim which im currently not.
All i ask from Allah swt during the whole ramadhan and last days of ramadhan is for these four things. All i need to finish my life is these four things.
I always ask for dua for these four things, for a long time. before i joined the forum. (except the music thing coz i only learned that FROM the forum) and nothing has changed except i get worse.
Sssooo...i wanna be one of dem kwl peoples in da jannah inshallah with all u sisters . if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
I wanna kno how to finish my impossible quest.
Currently i believe i cant...sorry. i KNOW i cant.
but i'll try anyway.
since im faithless, bad, shameless sinner, and very sucky in college algebra, i have no confidence i can accomplish this.
why???
1. what if i miss a prayer or be late for a prayer when the last ten days begin!
2. What if you kno....umm....should i say this ..again?...ok ok fne...what if allah stilll up ther ignoring/watching and laughin.
3. If allah doesnt answer, what would it mean? and its the last ten days they say allah answers everyone. whatever it is. and if he dont answr mine what it mean? im a horible horrible horrible shaitan in a human body?
4. When i make dua on the last days it has to be sincere, and true...why issit when i make dua i never feel its sincere enough??
5. i have the word cant in my vocab.
I just need help with this. this is like my only chance. i never even thought about lailatul qadr yet when i used to struggle wit music. lol "used to " hahaha what the hell im sayn?? i meant stil do.
If there is any dua to use during laylatul qadr or anything please share it it will be useful to me and everyone else.
A qawwali is the sufi kind of music which was means of spreading Islam when Islam first came in india. Its basically a group of people. There are musical instruments and they sing a song. Usually its an islamic song with deep poetry but with musical instruments
Its only impossible if you think it is. I cant is almost like saying I shant. If you dont want to you wont but if you want to then get rid of the word cant. You can and you will. And that paragraph could earn me a distinction so read it please
But seriously sis, if you KNOW what you want to do and what you need to do to get there then you're already on the road to recovery. And Allah (swt) only changes the condition of a people until they change it themsevles.
Look to those above you in Imaan and 'Ilm and strive to be like them.
hmmmm what about nasheeds? you like them? what about urdu? you understand urdu?
nah see i used to be only islamic songs (maybe haram but islamic lyrics!) like outlandish, native deen, abu ali, etc. then in one month it all changed i completely quit those and go addicted to american songs. i fink i kno why. because rihanna had to get a new song - disturbia which led me to lissen to more songs... and no i dont kno urdu
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k but take the first step...if you take one step towards Allah and walk to him he'll run to you...but YOU have to be the one taking the step, even if its a huge mission, it'll show how much you really are sincere
imagine this, someone's sitting somewhere slacking, they don't wana get up or do anything, are they going to get anything done?
why? no really why? you know its wrong, you know you wana stop so why torture yourself? why download it again?
k u know its Haram, then don't open it, train yourself not to listen to it,
you kno what ima take the first step, ima go right now and try to do something. lol i suddenly have a wave of confidence come over me
format_quote Originally Posted by moabubaker
Noooooooooo
hey want me to report to ur QUEEN that u gettin tempers??? ooh she bad, specially since she talkin wita accent like u oldskooles:X
format_quote Originally Posted by Al Habeshi
You know what I would do?
Spend a little more time reading books, not reveal my sins, think alot before I speak, and ask myself if I'm the type of person I would want to marry.
am i the type of person i wanna marry???? uh no thanks im straight!
yu kno me i secretly get songs and listen then dont mind saying i did that. just like drugs, you buy em secretly then brag that u high.
format_quote Originally Posted by JσℓιєFℓєυя
Its only impossible if you think it is. I cant is almost like saying I shant. If you dont want to you wont but if you want to then get rid of the word cant. You can and you will. And that paragraph could earn me a distinction so read it please
But seriously sis, if you KNOW what you want to do and what you need to do to get there then you're already on the road to recovery. And Allah (swt) only changes the condition of a people until they change it themsevles.
Look to those above you in Imaan and 'Ilm and strive to be like them.
may Allah (swt) help you. Ameen
WassalamuAlaykum
aw sis .
ok ok
jazakumallah khair everyone .
lets se how far i can go today.
i never said i'll stop mr. motivator. lol
thats why im making dua for me to be able to be a complete hafiz. but with school (+ college classes ) its a bit hard. and everything else.
what if i miss a prayer or be late for a prayer when the last ten days begin!
What if you kno....umm....should i say this ..again?...ok ok fne...what if allah stilll up ther ignoring/watching and laughin.
now IF is the word of SHAYTAN.
Watever good thing we plan do to we ALWAYS bring IF's n BUT's. theres a hadeeth REgardin IF being from shaytan. Sorry i cnt remember the hadeeth but if any1 knows it plz post it.
Jazakallahu Khairan
The Prophet said, "Nobody who enters Paradise likes to go back to the world even if he got everything on the earth, except a Mujahid who wishes to return to the world so that he may be martyred ten times because of the dignity he receives (from Allah)."
Sis all I'm going to say regarding music is that; you will trip and fall. It's up to you whether you want to stay in that mud or pull yoursef out of it, brush your clothes clean and start waling again on the (straight) path.... It is hard... But we just gotta keep at it...
why isnt allah answering any of my dua before???? maybe not even after...
bcuz im not even a good muslim, im horrible at everything and im a sinner, allah doesnt even love me as much anymore. (maybe not even at all) . i guess this is true. no point in trying. actually somebody told me this. and its so true.
well sis if thats the case then i can start sayin abt myself awell that my duas arent been accepted either. n mayb coz i m a bad n a horrible muslim n therefore i shudnt try anymore?
No sis thats now how we go about it
Allah says in the quran ( to its nearest meaning)
oh my believers ( those of u who have sined) ask for forgiveness n i will forgive you.
so dont get put off, b strong n confident. n TRY HARD !
theres also another ayah
Laa taqnatu min rahmatillah this is the ayah which keeps me goin in life.
The Prophet said, "Nobody who enters Paradise likes to go back to the world even if he got everything on the earth, except a Mujahid who wishes to return to the world so that he may be martyred ten times because of the dignity he receives (from Allah)."
i kno that. lol. i was sayin tho if i got other people saying that to me then wat kind of muslim am i.
yah nevermind forget it shaitan gna win everytime so...(tolda its an impossible quest)
i kno that. lol. i was sayin tho if i got other people saying that to me then wat kind of muslim am i.
yah nevermind forget it shaitan gna win everytime so...(tolda its an impossible quest)
Oh. well u know urself better than anyone huni and if u think u can do it den u can. Bleev u can and u will. whats stopping u?
kwl well i dont believe i can do it. you kno yesterday i deleted all the the many many songs i had on the computer...left only 8 the worst ones....im dying now with the urge to put them back on
btw i just deleted everything (except my brothers songs coz he gonna kill me anyway for deleting the other ones, might as well keep his to ...die less) now thers only two leona lewis songs . so kwl.
btw i just deleted everything (except my brothers songs coz he gonna kill me anyway for deleting the other ones, might as well keep his to ...die less) now thers only two leona lewis songs . so kwl.
i'll be at ur janaazah :blind:
ur so kool if u die during ramadan, i can only dream of it!
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My tears testify that i have a heart
yet i feel me and shaytan never part
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my impossible quest... (OP)
which im currently not.
. if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
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which led me to lissen to more songs... and no i dont kno urdu 
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