I also was diagnosed with schizophrenia
At age 13 which makes me feel psychotic...
And also OCD
I went to the local halal meat market that day and I asked him a question and he told me I was accountable for what I say and I need to re say shahadah...
I just fear the the wrath of God to fall upon me if I ever say any of the kufr shirk words that I'm used to saying and doing...
Okay I'll write down here what my mentally ill schizophrenic mind forces me to do
It is a struggle. I think i suffer from pure OCD. I go very crazy sometimes and it can be very hard to deal with. Over time, I have learned good lessons and how to resists. I am looking into ruqyah by Abdullah Saeed because he talked about his experience with waswas and that you can be psychologically conditioned by jinn (which cause phobias, OCD, etc). Unfortunately my faith keeps jumping super high and low because of OCD and I go through depression sometimes.
I want to do this self ruqyah and see what happens. I will keep updated.
Last edited by Islami.Mu'mina; 07-02-2020 at 03:45 AM.
Hey there! Looks like you're enjoying the discussion, but you're not signed up for an account.
When you create an account, we remember exactly what you've read, so you always come right back where you left off. You also get notifications, here and via email, whenever new posts are made. And you can like posts and share your thoughts. Sign Up
Avis liked this post
Hide
Looks like you're enjoying the discussion, but you're not signed up for an account.
Posting Permissions
Bookmarks