Salaam,
I am unsure whether this is pertinent or not ,and neither do i have any proof.
But one day i got a terrible head ache worser than any i ahd in my life.I felt like a ton of weight was on me and my drums goind off with bass..LOLOL
I struggled inwardly .Outside i was calm,inside i was aturbulent mess.
I felt some one or somthing beign done to me,either black magic or what not then i realsied something very very important.
I realised to SUBMIT.
I said to myself,Alhamdulilah i realised what is Islam and ALLAh and why submission is important.
FOR ALL POWER LIES IN ALLAH GRACE>Should i be tormented then i shall leave it to Allah hands for Allah knows better than me,if this affliction is removed then by ALLAH it is ALLAH desire.
And thus i submit,and the peace and calm entered thos the pain still languished,I said By the ONE WHOSE HAND MY SOUL IS,i suffer in your name,I seek refuge in you.
And Alhmadulilah i was ok then.
I place myself in HIS POWER then fully and willingly,when once before it was jsut word.
So SUBMIT to ALLAH...and empower your knowledge to be a better servant to Allah.Gain more knowledge and SUBMIT.