Ramadan Mubarak to all.
I have some time before i have to make my final decision, but i have recently gotten an offer of marriage to a very nice man. He is educated, hard worker, from the little i saw of him, good looking, respectful of my family and that i embrace my religion. At first i thought i got the total package, everything i wanted, but there is one major issue i found. He does not pray, he has the occasional drink (even though he calls himself a muslim) and he was a little bit disappointed at my hypothetical question about whether or not it would bother him if i taught our children to pray and took them to masjid. He ended up saying he would allow it, but when i expressed my disapointment at his answer he didnt understand. As respectfully as i could manage i explained to him that i want my future husband to be HAPPY that his wife wants to teach the kids to pray, to encourage it because we are obligated to teach them. But he doesnt seem to grasp that concept. He keeps saying those are "little things" and that its ok, i can teach them he wont stop me.
I feel like he is missing the point. Am i wrong? When i was younger i wasnt raised in a religious household either, but Alhamudullah my father was guided by Allahswt and he picked up a Kuran one day and never put it down. Thanks to that guidance i am on the right road.
Ever since we began to embrace our religion i dreamed about having a husband like my father, who doesnt drink, prays, takes us to islamic gatherings, goes to masjid. My dad is so patient, so kind, Alhamdullah what my dad is like ever since he embraced his religion. Before, he was a completely different person!
So back to the guy, he is great in every way except his lack of deen, and i feel like that one reason is something i cant get passed. He says he will listen to me in regards to religion but that he "cant" do it himself. He said he is 29 now, and its too late.
I nearly choked when he said that! I looked at him, smiled pleasently and tried to remain calm. My mother kept staring at me willing me to keep quiet with her eyes, but i had to say something!
I said to him, "Allah swt gave you those eyes, and those hands, those feet...so that you may worship him and thank him for giving you those and more. You can do it, you just dont want to and the fact that you dont and wont is going to be a deciding factor on whether i accept your proposal."
I thought for sure after i said that he wouldnt even want to continue to pursue me! But alas, he still is. Am i right or wrong to have the courage to say no about this?
Some girls i know are calling it cowardice because any girl woul
d love to have a man like him, but im not like every girl!
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