The pain was nothing she could put into words...but the only thing she could do was express it. She had no outlet, no one to tell, no one to cry to. She started writing this in hopes that one day her pain would be understood by someone out there and she would feel a sense of sympathy from a stranger. But she believed wholeheartedly that this was not going to happen. In order to fathom her pain, one had to be her because only she was who she is. Only she had lived the life she lived. Only she had experienced life as she knew it and only she carried the attributes she did.
She was in pain. A very real pain. A pain that no one could contain, maintain or retain. A pain that could not be repressed or expressed. This was a pain like no other. She was love, a “globule of light”. She was put on this earth to love, to feel, to believe. This was the pain of her purpose being ripped from her. This was the pain of her core being ripped from her existence. This was the pain of her hope being thrust into the lion’s den. This was the pain of her dreams being liquefied. This was the pain of her reality disappearing in the blink of an eye.
The story behind this pain is so painful she could not put it into words. She would stare blankly at this page until one day she could tell her story. She would carry this burden until her heart stopped beating. Her cause of death will be no mystery. Her pain will take her last breath just as it has taken her all. Thriving on her last few breaths, this is all she could express. This is all she could let out. This is all she had detangled. The pain; nothing more, nothing less.
"'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too"
Oh my!, I hope you are feeling different as of now? I pray that you are feeling better with time? I can only hope no one else feels such pain as this. I pray that someone who does, may come to God with this pain and He shall relinquish such pain from you.
Oh my!, I hope you are feeling different as of now? I pray that you are feeling better with time? I can only hope no one else feels such pain as this. I pray that someone who does, may come to God with this pain and He shall relinquish such pain from you.
I am......
Thank you italianguy. I pray that this pain teaches people of good thought a lesson of some sort.
"'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too"
sometimes trials become too much but the best thing to do is hope that there will be a place of no anxiety, grief and sorrow where we shall reside in, inshallah that will be a place where our worries will be a thing of the past.
i dont know what to say to someone where the trials of life have over taken them but i feel their pain, (well not really becuase only they know what they are going through, but usually i can relate in one way or another and feel sympathetic in one way or another) and i sincerely hope for them better days and i will advise them not to give up becuase if they did a life of deeper sorrow will await. they just have to believe that there is something more to this immense pain they are living and that is the "anesthetic" that gets them through. i will also advise them to talk to someone about this pain no matter how much they fear people may judge them or think they are weird (its ironic innit, we build in ourselves fear what people will think and usually it turns out that people are very comforting) otherwise this pain will sow deep seeds that will develop into poisonous plants devouring their sense of anything and will turn them into over sensitive beings.
BUT the best thing i will advise is to seek Allah favors of paitence, dua and above all jannah.
you probably already know that though
...desperate for husnul-khitaam...
please make dua that Allah grants me a good end (to my life). please make dua that Allah guides me.
sometimes trials become too much but the best thing to do is hope that there will be a place of no anxiety, grief and sorrow where we shall reside in, inshallah that will be a place where our worries will be a thing of the past.
i dont know what to say to someone where the trials of life have over taken them but i feel their pain, (well not really becuase only they know what they are going through, but usually i can relate in one way or another and feel sympathetic in one way or another) and i sincerely hope for them better days and i will advise them not to give up becuase if they did a life of deeper sorrow will await. they just have to believe that there is something more to this immense pain they are living and that is the "anesthetic" that gets them through. i will also advise them to talk to someone about this pain no matter how much they fear people may judge them or think they are weird (its ironic innit, we build in ourselves fear what people will think and usually it turns out that people are very comforting) otherwise this pain will sow deep seeds that will develop into poisonous plants devouring their sense of anything and will turn them into over sensitive beings.
BUT the best thing i will advise is to seek Allah favors of paitence, dua and above all jannah.
you probably already know that though
I am one of the strongest people I know. I do not say that in a bad way. I just know. But even for me...i cant do this one...i have to...but...im dying. i really am. the pain is physically delibitating.
"'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too"
i feel u rite there, but there got 2 b a glimmer of hope thru that pain 4sure, at times pain of all types can over burden us, we not given more than we can manage, thou at times we feel like we cannot manage WE CAN, think positive, even if u hav to delude yourself.
while we stil got breath we r livin, and we are all dyin no one will live this life forever, if u suffer now, keep in mind, inshAllah u will be compensated,
mayb hit the shops, perk up, i type this while i look miserable as sin, smile and battle that pain, dont let pain get u down, cos the only way is up from here, when we cant get no lower, and paradise is above, so up look up, thou 2day may not b bright tomo can b inshAllah
assalamualikum i feel like i can relate to u sis ...just somehow and i feel it in me sadly Allah will help us heal as no one else can
“The believers in their mutual kindness, compassion and sympathy are just like one body. When one of the limbs is afflicted, the whole body responds to it with sleeplessness and fever”.
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