Welcome to the forum.Do read through the threads. It would be interesting to read your path to Islam, if you care to share.Enjoy your stay.
Hi greenhill, thanks.
I certainly care to share my path to Islam. I'm not one for beautiful stories, so here it is straight out of the bag :
For the most part of my life, or until very recently, I have been agnostic.
My parents were not (AFAIK) believers. So I guess they have been atheists or also agnostic.
About 10 years ago, I encountered some hardship in my life. Well, everyone does.
At the time, I knew nothing about Islam. So without knowing, there I was making dua without knowing it was dua. Talking to Allah, seeking his help. It was only for a brief moment, I stopped doing that and 10 years passed by.
I didn't realize it at the time, but Allah answered my duas!
Come end of last year, I started to research more on Islam because I have always felt that I shared a lot of Islamic values and I was comparing those values with the current society values I live in and my own life. A lot made sense and fit into place.
I started to eat halal and cut out the haram.
This year, I started to read the prophet's (sallallahu alayhi wa salaam) biography (The sealed Nectar / Ar-Raheeq Al-Makhtum). Then came the Qu'ran (in English). It took me a few weeks to read it, reading a bit every day.
During this time, I was looking / (over) thinking how and when I would take the shahada. After reading the Qu'ran I took the shahada on my own.
I have been blessed to become a Muslim before this year's Ramadan, so I could fast as a Muslim. And Alhamdulillah it felt really good.
Since I became Muslim I also learnt how to pray while making dua and asking Allah to be sincere, steadfast and concentrated in salah. It's a work in progress.
10 years ago, the five daily prayers was a clear obstacle, I wasn't prepared and I think this is what made me stop looking into Islam.
Today, I try to avoid all situations were there would be a conflict with the time for sala. Still working things out (when winter will come and some prayers will have to be done at work, the short time between Isha and Fajr in summer, etc ...).
I try to continue and educate myself the right way. My imaan fluctuates, but today I can say with assurance that I can't see myself going back to my old life, it would make no sense at all. It can be challenging being the only Muslim in the family, but I have to please the creator, not the creation!
I ask Allah to keep me steadfast and strong, a long life full of baraka, health and happiness together with my family, may Allah guide them on the right path too.
Wa alaykum assalam,Welcome, brother. May Allah ease all your affairs and grant you strength and steadfastness, Ameen.
Ameen. Thank you brother!