Assalam Walaycum Brothers
I am ashamed of what I almost did and it worries me.
Okay, I was checking a site since there was something about Zodiac signs for birth dates and people's personality. I was curious on the date of mine.(I didnt realize it was Haram but I should have noticed and I should have been careful) I was almost, ALMOST fell for it until I reach a part that made me doubts of it then my brother came by and told me this is Haram. Then I closed the site. I felt devestated and I was worryed that Allah(swt) is anger at me for almost commiting shirkh or commiting it. I dont know which but I wish I knew. I wanna know what I did or almost did was bad enough to take me out of the Iman and disappoint Him. I love Allah(swt) so much that I hate disappointing Him and I wanna please Him. I am asking for advice that did I commit shirkh or no?
Note: I think Allah(swt) was teaching me a lesson. I dont know how to explain it but I have this feeling that it was to teach me how deceptive Shaytaan can be or the Big Shaytaan(idk which)? Or how the past Idol worshippers do shikh or something like believing anything. I dont know. I just had that feeling
I am ashamed of what I almost did and it worries me.
Okay, I was checking a site since there was something about Zodiac signs for birth dates and people's personality. I was curious on the date of mine.(I didnt realize it was Haram but I should have noticed and I should have been careful) I was almost, ALMOST fell for it until I reach a part that made me doubts of it then my brother came by and told me this is Haram. Then I closed the site. I felt devestated and I was worryed that Allah(swt) is anger at me for almost commiting shirkh or commiting it. I dont know which but I wish I knew. I wanna know what I did or almost did was bad enough to take me out of the Iman and disappoint Him. I love Allah(swt) so much that I hate disappointing Him and I wanna please Him. I am asking for advice that did I commit shirkh or no?
Note: I think Allah(swt) was teaching me a lesson. I dont know how to explain it but I have this feeling that it was to teach me how deceptive Shaytaan can be or the Big Shaytaan(idk which)? Or how the past Idol worshippers do shikh or something like believing anything. I dont know. I just had that feeling