I found your comment on YOUTUBE asking for the words to the nasheed, and someone replied back:
I wish if the roses wouldn't die...I wish if the tears wouldn't fallI wish if dunia/life would be easier for me... I'm tired of burden
My tears became my letters...my life is full of wounds and sadness
It's haram for people to hurt/wound me.....but my wound will be cure by patience
It's haram for my best friend to stab me....and his stab is killing
Around me so many stabs...yet no-body is nice or helping
I start feeling scared o my heart!..I'am afraid you will be crashed