i cry
weneva i make dua, cos i duno its a emotional thin innit, its lik Allah (swt) is listenin 2 u & u wan tell him dat ur sorry 4 ur mistakes & u pray dat d ummah dnt suffer & u pray dat u pass ur exams n u get a heavy car n a heavy job lol, but its jus dat feelin of knowin dat Allah (swt) is listenin, n u can say woteva u want 2 him, n ask him 4 woteva n he has d power 2 accept or reject u!! i cnt explain proply lol, but knowin dat Allah (swt) is listenin is comfortin & it also makes me cry cos i tink dat im sucha worthless person & HE D MASTER OF D WORLD is listenin 2 me, 2 me!! dat also makes me cry lol its a feelin innit,
also u no he has sed dnt do certain thins but u stil do dem n u feel so bad, lemme try 2 explain fru dis lol
o my Allah, ur so high, im so low, o my Allah, my sins r lik d highest mountains, n my good deeds r very few lik a small pebble & i turn 2 u my heart ful of shame & eyes ful of tears!!!
lik personally i feel ashmaed of meself wen i turn 2 Allah (swt) n i jus beg him dat i hope he accepts me n puts me in jannah, its lik a baby cryin 4 a lollypop lol i cnt explain it n b4 i
or lose d plot lol im gona end ereee
naa its hard 2 lol
also wen u hear d quran, n certain stuff lik in surah nasr "innahu kana tawwaba" ur lord is d ever 4givin, wow man dat makes me emotional, also lol 1 fin dat makes me cry bad, i dnt no wot Allah (swt) finks of me, cos i strive 2 b on his way & b d bestest muslim i can but i dunno if he even finks im doin my best or wot, ya lot get moi???