[ayaanaa]

hi! ive been having such a hard time lately and its been making me feel bad. especially at school.

i live in america and i have autism, which causes me to be easily manipulated and influenced. i am engaging is bad behaviors (immodesty, cursing, swearing on god, smoking occasionally, ect) just like others do. i am also missing prayer. i live in a christian family and the only muslim friend i have lives in saudi arabia.

is there any advice?

 

[Abz2000]

Allah knows what your situation is, consider the difficulties and psychological struggles the early companions had to go through while making spur of the moment decisions that would change the future:

 

[eesa the kiwi]

may allah make things easy for you sister you are doing well
id recommend watching short islamic reminders on you tube as alhamdulilah they can really help imaan
try search merciful servant on you tube, hes got some good stuff

 

[syed_z]

Asalaam O Alaikum...

There are many Islamic Community Centers and Masajids now in US. Try keeping yourself connected with local Muslim Community InshA'Allah everything will be ok.

 

[fhmn63]

May Allah make things easy for you.