Asalamualaikum everyone....
I was born a muslim however at a young age I stopped believing (when I was like 12) I didn't pray or anything. Eventually I even became Athiest (not full Athiest but considering Athiesm id tell people I'm half athiest.) at some points I denied islam and I never prayed and I always sinned. Sometimes I'd think we were in a simulation all these crazy things.
I am almost 15 years old now (I turn 15 in a month)
There was one time when I went back to islam last year but then I left again.
This Ramadan I didn't fast or pray.
Even though I was sinning and not praying at the back of my head I still knew islam was real etc
However recently I got back into islam and I repented for everything many times. I regret everything I did so much and i never plan on doing any of that again inshallah...
I made salat al-tawbah as well.. I pray 5 times a day now and stopped listening to music and I stopped doing all the sins I use to do....... It is honestly a miracle because I never thought I would come back.
I am so scared because I don't know what to do. Do I need to make up the prayers i missed in all these years? will allah forgive me for all of the sins I made?
I calculated and it is 5360 salaahs i need to make up.... It is possible but I am so scared because If I do this I am scared that I will leave islam again because i will get too overwhelmed...... ples tell me what to do
I was born a muslim however at a young age I stopped believing (when I was like 12) I didn't pray or anything. Eventually I even became Athiest (not full Athiest but considering Athiesm id tell people I'm half athiest.) at some points I denied islam and I never prayed and I always sinned. Sometimes I'd think we were in a simulation all these crazy things.
I am almost 15 years old now (I turn 15 in a month)
There was one time when I went back to islam last year but then I left again.
This Ramadan I didn't fast or pray.
Even though I was sinning and not praying at the back of my head I still knew islam was real etc
However recently I got back into islam and I repented for everything many times. I regret everything I did so much and i never plan on doing any of that again inshallah...
I made salat al-tawbah as well.. I pray 5 times a day now and stopped listening to music and I stopped doing all the sins I use to do....... It is honestly a miracle because I never thought I would come back.
I am so scared because I don't know what to do. Do I need to make up the prayers i missed in all these years? will allah forgive me for all of the sins I made?
I calculated and it is 5360 salaahs i need to make up.... It is possible but I am so scared because If I do this I am scared that I will leave islam again because i will get too overwhelmed...... ples tell me what to do