doing smth for the sake of Alalh Swt

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Assalamun alaikum



This is an observation i made about myself and i would to understand it better..



for example there are two scenerios with the same situation:-



Scenerio 1 - in a state of ghaflah (not remember Allah when doing the deed)..e.g something didnt work out the way i wanted...i can easily say to myself that ..'o well that wasnt meant to be'...nd not think abt it anymore and carry on looking for alternative nd my mental state is good...



scenerio 2 - When doing smth for the sake of Allah or remembering advice that the Prophet saw gave...

e.g again smth didnt work out the way i wanted...but this time am saying to mysef...'Allah didnt want this to happen..this is his way of doing smth..there is smth better in store for me jst need to be patience...But this tym what happens is that i can feel myself gettin all these negeative thoughts...i can feeel myself being pulled dwn...nd i have to fight myself to keep positive nd not fall into negative thoughts..



Can u please elaborate on this please..
I hope what i wrote made sense


is this the meaning of struugle


jazaj-alalh Khair

 

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scenerio 2 - When doing smth for the sake of Allah or remembering advice that the Prophet saw gave...

e.g again smth didnt work out the way i wanted...but this time am saying to mysef...'Allah didnt want this to happen..


scenerio 2 - When doing smth for the sake of Allah or remembering advice that the Prophet saw gave... e.g again smth didnt work out the way i wanted...but this time am saying to mysef...'Allah didnt want this to happen..





sorry it should be 'Allah wants this to happen'