Would people miss me? If I died of an over dose of ecstasy?
Will they let me be a part of their cultural society? When all this time I’ve been
Resolving with violence, I have no ounce of kindness.
Apart from being hated in society, I’ve become my worst own ever enemy
Stuck in a world full of hate, hurt and dispire, in which no one really cares.
Hallucinations fuse in, and reality becomes confusing.
Cannot take it no more, haven’t the patience anymore.
Don’t want to be a bad threat to society that is no more like me.
Got my pistol to my head.
Goodbye people
Bang, bang
The end.
but wait..... the trigger doesnt get pulled there...
because my eyes look at the picture lying on the bedside,
My fam the one that stood by me, what can I do now?
Disappointed them I did, but to disgrace them by ending my life like this?
Maybe the drugs taking its toll? Or maybe of me Satan firmly holds
Oh gods grant me faith, make me stronger and change my fate.
Looking for a change, a place to live. A nice little ending, for it all I would give.
I look at the gun in my hand; this is the reasons that man hunts man. Or tries to get away from life's troubles as fast as he can. I don’t want to live like this, I don’t want to live like this, I throw a way the gun, man I cant hack this. I reach for the number by the phone, calling a place I know, I love , that’s home.
Gonna change my life around. Gonna be something and secure my bounds.
Gonna give it another shot, gonna give life another try.
Now its time for me to spread my wings and just learn how to fly
Will they let me be a part of their cultural society? When all this time I’ve been
Resolving with violence, I have no ounce of kindness.
Apart from being hated in society, I’ve become my worst own ever enemy
Stuck in a world full of hate, hurt and dispire, in which no one really cares.
Hallucinations fuse in, and reality becomes confusing.
Cannot take it no more, haven’t the patience anymore.
Don’t want to be a bad threat to society that is no more like me.
Got my pistol to my head.
Goodbye people
Bang, bang
The end.
but wait..... the trigger doesnt get pulled there...
because my eyes look at the picture lying on the bedside,
My fam the one that stood by me, what can I do now?
Disappointed them I did, but to disgrace them by ending my life like this?
Maybe the drugs taking its toll? Or maybe of me Satan firmly holds
Oh gods grant me faith, make me stronger and change my fate.
Looking for a change, a place to live. A nice little ending, for it all I would give.
I look at the gun in my hand; this is the reasons that man hunts man. Or tries to get away from life's troubles as fast as he can. I don’t want to live like this, I don’t want to live like this, I throw a way the gun, man I cant hack this. I reach for the number by the phone, calling a place I know, I love , that’s home.
Gonna change my life around. Gonna be something and secure my bounds.
Gonna give it another shot, gonna give life another try.
Now its time for me to spread my wings and just learn how to fly
