true believer
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expections, nothin guilt and sorrow, others tellin u not worry, cos theres tommrow.....
and ppl expect u to be so good, get top grades and always do well in skl. its easy to push, shove and shout, but its a thing i can do without
this pressure of my expections, raise me up and leave me shakin.....a fear of failing. make everyone ashamed.
i cant deal with the pressure, making my breathin lesser, making ma insides closing in on me so hard, i SCREAM
scream to be free from all this stress and problems bombarding me
scream to be loved free from judgin eyes and hate, a scream to be accepted wateva ma fate.
day after day, it just keeps mounting.......i walk around with all my problems on ma shoulders, its gettin heavy and im not sure i can hold this any longer.
ppl tellin me wat to do...but they not helpin, they just pushin and pushin, but when push comes to shove, i FALL. ma heart in chains, my eyes blind to the world by tears. but i know i must fight this battle, and face ma fears.
its strange, im surrounded by people, and i've never felt more alone, so i isloate to gain some peace from the world. somehow find peace within and bear what this life throws at me. even if it gets hard, and the roads gets rough, i will ramin strong, even if i dont feel it, i'll get along, and even when i finally cry, sob, scream, and punch, i'll contunie, cos ma battle aint over den the war is done.
plz comment and lemme know watcha think....salams x
and ppl expect u to be so good, get top grades and always do well in skl. its easy to push, shove and shout, but its a thing i can do without
this pressure of my expections, raise me up and leave me shakin.....a fear of failing. make everyone ashamed.
i cant deal with the pressure, making my breathin lesser, making ma insides closing in on me so hard, i SCREAM
scream to be free from all this stress and problems bombarding me
scream to be loved free from judgin eyes and hate, a scream to be accepted wateva ma fate.
day after day, it just keeps mounting.......i walk around with all my problems on ma shoulders, its gettin heavy and im not sure i can hold this any longer.
ppl tellin me wat to do...but they not helpin, they just pushin and pushin, but when push comes to shove, i FALL. ma heart in chains, my eyes blind to the world by tears. but i know i must fight this battle, and face ma fears.
its strange, im surrounded by people, and i've never felt more alone, so i isloate to gain some peace from the world. somehow find peace within and bear what this life throws at me. even if it gets hard, and the roads gets rough, i will ramin strong, even if i dont feel it, i'll get along, and even when i finally cry, sob, scream, and punch, i'll contunie, cos ma battle aint over den the war is done.
plz comment and lemme know watcha think....salams x
