They are loving, upright and strong convictions which to be honest is insanely attractive but I just constantly feel like I have to apologize when I share my views or I think they take it too personally. I know that my delivery can be terribly hard maybe :hmm: the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone. I know that they are not trying to change me or anything, actually they seem quite open minded in many ways. I care about them a lot too. i think this person has made many un fair assumptions about me which aren't true. imsadimsad I don't know lol aaaaarrrrghhh its frustrating.